Will I ever be half this brave? |
The Olympics have been a blast to watch, thanks to DVR I have not missed much. I was super surprised when my husband announced he wished I had saved the cross-country because he wanted to see some of it. I think my love of horses has officially rubbed off on him :)
No pictures from this weeks lesson :( , Andy stayed at home with the baby since it was nasty hot. Its probably just as well, while Kaile looked sharp in her hunter green attire, I looked hot and tired, and I know my form was not pretty most of the time. Kaile seemed heavy and sluggish the whole lesson, enjoying me not being up to speed. I find I am being surprisingly whinny/ wimpy about riding (its hot, my boots make my toes go numb, my back hurts,etc). I like what I just read, courtesy of Lyssette: *Be Stronger Than Your Excuses* . I think this needs to be my new mantra. Part of me has become soft, and the other half of me keeps yelling 'shut up and ride woman'! I have never been an aggressive rider, but I always pushed past pain and fatigue to ride, now I find my mind racing to think of an excuse to not two-point or to need to slow down, when I know I have more in me. Luckily I know my trainer will not give me too many more excuses. I was pondering on my way home, how I ended up riding with such an awesome group. Through a chance friendship I ended up riding with a group of friendly, patient, and entertaining group of people, with a trainer who is a good mix of friendly and hard-ass, just what I need. Since I started riding with them I have grown more as a rider than I did in the 8-10 years I rode before.
No lesson next week, which is a bummer since it is my B-Day, but that's life. I think we will have to head down again and at least get pics of other's riding, I really enjoy snapping shots almost as much as riding, just being at a barn is so therapeutic for me.
Sometimes we just need a little butt kicking and motivation. That's why I post all those motivational quotes because I know I need them! Don't be too hard on yourself though (mentally and physically) it takes a bit to get back in shape and you don't want to push yourself to the point of exhaustion or injury.
ReplyDeleteI feel ya girl!!! And can tell you that it does get better and you will come out stronger :)
ReplyDeleteKeep your head up :) and take advantage of all the horses you can ride that will be nice to you haha!